Congratulations to all of those who are lucky to be with someone on this special day.
Having to be with someone can bring out the best within yourselves and make you achieve dreams that you thought were never possible to achieve.
As part of my inner growth phase, I have to come to a realisation that I may have been living in fantasy world where what I thought I could obtain everything that I had set out to achieve (albeit outlandish).
For the most part of my life I may have gotten almost everything I wanted, but it is not to say I can not achieve those dreams, it just that a dose of reality needs to taken into consideration so that I can identify what dreams can turn to reality and what can stay as dreams.
This year of the rabbit is definitely bringing about change and what is my perception of reality. It has brought about combining what my expectations and what my realities are, which has left me in a state of confusion, frustration, uncertainty, anxious, disillusioned, abandoned and maybe more which have yet to be identified.
I had planned a totally different day today but based upon the events that had transpired over the last couple of weeks, and having to deal with the situation, I have to accept the reality that has been unwillingly imposed on to me and pause that dream and in the pursuit of establishing a strong personal foundation for myself by achieving the set goals instead.
But seeing all those pop up valentines stores, one can not help but fantasise what might of been if certain events had turned out differently or that the choices and actions we took may have taken a different path. One can only accept the path and journey one is taking as a learning experience or to something greater, and if fate is meant to be then it will eventually happen anyways.
All I know is blogging is helping me reflect, understand and deal with what is happening to me and hopefully someone else out there may read this and also help with their situation.